Recently I had a meditation, vision, channeling, whatever you want to call it that involved something I have never encountered before. From what I looked up afterwards, it sounds like it could possibly have been my twin flame. The feeling was unlike anything I have ever felt before and I have felt different ever since. Here is an exerpt from it:
kalla: well, I'm looking at the moon and I don't want to stop looking at night sky.
nicobuddy: awww
kalla: but when I turn and start to walk...
kalla: is like I'm returning to something else.
kalla: is like the sky grounds me or keeps me in place where I should be.
kalla: sister...and this woman had bright bright almost glowing purple eyes, creamy pale skin...beautiful
kalla: and she touched my nose.
kalla: is weird...is like I walk through empty house full of spirits and feel like something's missing.
kalla: is like...maybe something happened to sister.
kalla: isn't clear.
kalla: and she drapes white scarf around me, but the colors swirl with it.
kalla: and she spins slowly and dances off.
kalla: I want to join but something holds me back
kalla: comes up and puts arms around me, smiling and so beautiful
kalla: is like we are opposites she and I.
kalla: calls me star child...or someone does.
kalla: and smiles while shakin head
kalla: and she gets up to go...
kalla: is ok tho, cuz I know we'll be together again.
kalla: always comes
kalla: is like we are two halves of whole.
kalla: and will rejoin one day.
kalla: if tha tmakes sense.
kalla: light dark
Just so there is no confusion, I do not mean a soulmate in the sense of a person you meet on this planet. I mean a twin flame, the other half or your soul. There is a difference. However, everything that I have read has said that the other twin soul will be the opposite gender as you are, which she is not. I have thought about it and decided it really doesn't matter that much, because I know what is true in my heart. But I will offer my views for anyone who may be interested or dealing with the same insecurity on the issue. It is possible that the male and female mean strictly energies, not human forms. In this way, the body could be the same gender, but the soul would resonate with more a masculine or more a feminine energy. Or, it could be stictly that the energies are opposite, being neither or male nor female, but simply opposite. In that case, the body could again be any gender, but the souls would simply be opposite halves of the whole. They would resonate with each other rather than masculine or feminine. Each have would contain parts of both, but would not be dominated by either.
What I feel inside is that it is a combination. It is not the human form that matters, but the soul inside. Inside the soul is not male nor female, it is simply half of the whole. There are male and female attributes to each and although in some people it may be divded more male vs. female, it does not HAVE to be. I strongly feel that the souls resonate with each other, not our views of male and female. And in the bigger picture, I feel the souls resonate together as part of the universal life energy, god, whatever you want to call it. Everything is connected and I don't really think it is male or female, a soul simply is what it is. That is what I feel...
Posted at 07:28 pm by akikodomo